starting over...

if i were a fish i'd be nemo... at least if i am lost, someone's gonna look for me... or maybe, someone looking for someone lost only happens on computer graphics animation...

anyways, i'm starting from scratch... i broke up from a 1-year, 1-month and 4-day old relationship... that's 2 days after i turned 22... i would love to be with this person forever - in fact I'm deeply inlove... unfortunately for me, "reciprocating" is not the word that best describes her feelings towards me... and "likewise" is not the word that i'll be hearing after i say "i love you".

i don't know what i'm writing here... i don't know if i just want to air sentiments out... or to share my feelings to somebody, to anybody... or to try to calculate how long i am going to last or how long will i bounce back, given the coeffiecient of restitution... alas, love is not math...

(sigh!)... ( and another sigh!)... i'm not making any sense here... i don't know if i'm ok... but i am really just starting over...